I got this group of messages from someone I'd been seeing in May and who sat there basically insulting me when I shaved my head (as you recall, I didn't shave my head because I WANTED to, my HAIR was falling out). Unfortunately, Plenty of Freaks refuses to give me the messages I sent in reply. The replies were probably there for a bit, but I have been so focused this week on working with the rest of the amazing people who showed up to shield an American hero's family from those jackasses at the WBC, that I didn't bother to copy and paste this conversation until today.
From: j********8
Subject: Hi Sent Date: 1/17/2011 6:23:54 PM
mygod i finally found ya on this sh*tsite lol, i lost my phone and my contatcs hun, how u been and y havent u text me :( (Gee... 1. I didn't text you because you flat out said to me you HATE chicks with really short after I shaved my head. 2. You had a blackberry, and if you didn't sync it with your computer, you are fucking retarded. 3. It has been 7 months. I am not THAT hard to find so I call bullshit. Instead I kept it civil. I am firm believer in keeping myself under firm control in situations like this.)
From: j********8
Subject: RE:RE:Hi Sent Date: 1/18/2011 1:55:48 PM
U SHOULD HAVE DATED ME :( U JUST STOPPED TALKING TO ME AND FIGURED U DIDNT WANT TO BE BOTHERED WITH ME, AND IM SORRY U WENT THREW ALL THAT MESS, IVE BEEN DATEING SOME REAL WACKOES LATLY BUT NOTHING SERIOUS OR ANYTHING TO BRING HOME TO MOM, (Really. I should have dated you?!? Perhaps you should have mentioned that BEFORE you had insulted me. Actually, you told me you didn't WANT to date anyone and THEN treated me like shit because I shaved my head so I felt better about myself and stopped obsessively pulling my hair out. So fuck off and stop rose coloring everything between us. I saw you... twice, and I had a CHANCE to meet your parents and you chose to hustle me out of their house.)
From: j********8
Subject: RE:RE:RE:RE:Hi Sent Date: 1/18/2011 2:06:48 PM
AWSOME, I STOPPED DRINKING AND GAVE UP CIGS 6 MONTHS AGO, U NEED MY BIG OLE****AGAIN LOL, THAT WILL MAKE U BETTER :) (At this point I'd told him I'd stopped drinking and stopped smoking, and was training for a half marathon. And I believe I had mentioned the holding pattern I was in with the Biker Boy. Oh... and I mentioned the fact that I am not a particular fan of being touched right about now.)
From: j********8
Subject: RE:RE:RE:RE:RE:RE:Hi Sent Date: 1/18/2011 2:19:37 PM
O WOW, AND THAT SWEIRD, U USED TO LOVE WHEN I TOUCHD YA, BUT U DONT HAVE TO EXPLAIN HUN, I UNDERSTAND :( (You're right, I don't have to explain. But I did try. I am unbelievably stressed and I've been through a lot recently. What I chose not to tell him was that I decided, after receiving the 10-page long totally nasty email from my former best friend, that I am just going to focus on myself, improving where I am physically, mentally & emotionally. And I also decided that I was going to get rid of my "drug of choice" which was focusing on my friends problems and completely fucked lives so I don't have to worry about fixing my own life.)
From: j********8
Subject: RE:RE:Hi Sent Date: 1/18/2011 2:42:52 PM
OK HUN, SORRY IF I BOTHERED U THEN (I made the mistake of trying to assure him that it was nothing to do with him, and that it had everything to do with the shit I was put through by that douche bag I dated from MD and generally was trying to get my life together. And THIS is what I received...)
From: j********8
Subject: RE:RE:RE:RE:Hi Sent Date: 1/18/2011 2:57:20 PM
JUST LIKE EVERY OTHER GIRL I KNOW OR TALK TO, ITS COOL, I WONT BOTHER U ANYMORE I GET THE HINT (I chose NOT to reply, even though there was NOTHING I wanted more than to BLAST him for treating me like shit then expecting me to come RUNNING back when shit with south with whom ever it was that he was banging! Dude... Seriously. I really don't think that this would even be an issue. The only reason I put up with Biker Boy's bullshit for the past 6 months is because I was truly HAPPY when I was with him. I never felt self conscious, in fact, BB made me feel like I was the hottest girl he'd ever seen. My only issue with him is that I feel like I will never actually be his girlfriend, and honestly? I am going to concentrate on whatever it takes to make me happy. Right now, just being me, and doing my own thing makes me happy.)
About Me
- Hooli
- I'm just a old school metalhead, punk rock chick who is trying to stay sane in the World (perhaps alternate universe) of Internet Dating. Unfortunately, the staying sane is not working very well. I tend to be brutally honest, snarky, and I immediately assume what people tell me is a lie. I am SUPER ADHD so I tend to have this endless stream of consciousness thing going. Oh... And I drink like a fish and curse like a sailor (I make my mother SO proud).
I recently met up with a guy on POF for coffee. He was rude on the phone, a foot and a half shorter than me (he lied on his profile), didn't offer to pay for my $3 coffee, and has continuously texted me for the past week with no response from me! He constantly talked about his workout and how sore he was gonna be while I was thinking that I could easily bench press him. Or better yet I could have my friend, who happens to be a world champion weight lifter, meet me at Starbucks so he could see what a real man looked like. LMAO. These guys are so entertaining.
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